Chit Chat – Here’s a life update and something I think you need to hear

My new job, getting back into creating content and future plans.

I swear I haven’t written a post in so long that I had to wipe the dust off of my log in and was somewhat questioned when I started writing again (my blog went “is that really you, Deeanne). But here I am, with a life update about anything and everything.

Let’s start with why I have been so quiet lately. If you’re not subscribed to my YouTube channel or following me on Instagram, then you may or may not know that I recently started my internship as an intern content producer at a really big company. As excited as I was to start my new journey, I was scared that my own content would take a back seat because I would be so busy and I was right. For me, my day starts at 5AM when I wake up from my (short) evening slumber and then it takes me about 25-35 minutes to get to work. Then from 6:30 all the way to 14:30, my day consists of creating content for my platform and basic admin tasks. It takes me about an hour to get home in the afternoons depending on traffic (I once sat in traffic for 2 hours, bless my soul and thank God I drive an automatic car) and when I get home I have to take my rabbit and guinea pigs outside for about 2 hours before I have a power nap. In between all that time I’m thinking of all the things I have to do for the next day and trust me, I don’t even get a chance to breathe, never mind go to the gym. It’s been a good few months of learning though and has really opened my eyes into the world of journalism.

On that note – I have decided that I will not be staying with the company I am currently employed with after giving it a lot of thought. I am currently a health writer, and as much as I enjoy writing, I felt that this was out of my comfort zone (which was great in hindsight but in all honesty) but will definitely open doors for me. I really want to work for a magazine. I’ve had my heart set on it since I was young and I think that it would suit me better as I love beauty, fashion and lifestyle. I’ve been working on my photography a lot lately and I think that it has made me realize that I want a new challenge in terms of creativity. Travel writer is still the goal, but it’s where jobs are available that moves you in different directions.

I miss writing. I always tend to make a bunch of excuses as to why, but after evaluating my situation, I’ve come to realize that it’s hard not having a photographer or anyone who can help in terms of taking photographs for OOTD posts etc. Once I figure out how I’m going to move around it, I’m sure I’ll be able to put more time into writing. As for my YouTube channel, the difficult part is finding the time to create the content and fit it into my hectic schedule, which is why I’ve started with printables. I love a plan I can see in front of me and that’s exactly what I want to start doing.

In terms of myself, for once I can say that I am really happy and I am learning to walk away from things that are not meant for me. Maybe Mark Manson was right, the secret to a great life really is choosing what to give a f*ck about (From the book “The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck). You can either be a victim of your circumstances or you can choose to rise above them and use them as learning experiences, the choice is up to you.

If you’re still reading this, I hope you know that you are loved, abundantly. You’re amazing and if you haven’t heard it today, I’m proud of you. Everything happens in it’s own time, trust the process. You will get the job, you will graduate, you will find that special someone. For now, enjoy where you are, because nobody ever gets the same moment twice. Take a long bath, spoil yourself and tell yourself you look pretty.

Thank you Lord for new opportunities and growth. Even if I am not where I would like to be right now, I know you’ll open doors to get where I would like to be. 

Sending love and blessings, always.

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